HAPPY

I was asked "are you happy?". My answer, yes, happiness is a choice. Well after the crazy days I've been having, I ask myself, are you happy. In spite of the rollercoaster, (which I hate by the way) In spite of my own short comings, In spite of the bullshit that I put up with, YES, I am happy. Why? Well I would have to say, my children are the number one reason that I am happy. I love my children more than anything or anyone else in this world. I honestly don't know what I would do if the unspeakable were to happen. I don't know how I could go on, how could I breathe. . . how I would survive. Since both of my parents have died, some bad things have happened, but I have survived because of my children. My whole life thats all I wanted . . . to be a mother, a wife. I have made mistakes, I am an imperfect creature, with many flaws. But, my heart has always been in the right place.